Stressful n clumsy but still i m cute

omg today i m late for clas again. i woke up at 630am but i fell asleep again till 730am.
wen i reached class, it was 920am... wats happening to me? i've been late all the time for this term. and things are getting worse wen my file in my thumbdrive corrupted. now i feel like i m goin to skol for nuthing. today i'll b starting my werk at GG5. hahah i cant beileve i m werking and skoling at the same time.
Nani is goin to try her luck at GG5 tampinese, wise choice, closeby her house. i hope i wont mess up at werk today. first impression last.


I m happy to see nani doin fine day by day. seeing her smile made me smile too. I m glad that i came up
to her and she see me as one help to her. I m proud of you nani, coz u made up ur mind not to quit.
You are goin to b just fine... Love you and you knoe that i would always want to b there for u, theres no reason
y i dont want to b there for you. Pls dont think that i m not goin to have time for u, just because i m now werking.
n i m NOT goin to have a bf soon.. I need my space to pick things up on my own and to slowly let go of my past.
i m all urs Dearest Nani.


n now i m having visual studies... i havent done a shit. . . y m i here again? wasting my time. rite...
he and his english essence nagging all the way.... now he is consulting everyone, one by one. shitness.
wat m i goin to tell him.. nani seems worried she's stuck too. goin to miss nani later, she is goin to meet
her fren Salena at starbucks.


ok i went to the job interview... yes yes i got the job. but i m having problems with the schedules. but yan
the boutique in-charge was very nice and made me feel comfortable and welcome and definately she understand
my curfew and skol timetable and my coming assesments. Ouh ya b4 i came to the interview, i was rushing thru
my lunch and i suddenly remembered that i forgot to photocopy my ic front and back. so i rushed myself to Kodak
and made a copy of my ic which cost me 40 CENTs, it would b just 10cents in my skol, well anyway, since wen i care abt money,
hah. Ouh and yah did i mentioned that the manager at delifrance was so cute and handsome.
And the person sitting beside me cant stop talking crap and damn they are loud and my potato gratin was so salty!

my mobile batt went low...

After the interview i went towards woodlands Things get exciting wen my heels got stucked at the mrt door.
Gosh! yea u tell me abt it, ITS embarassing!! Duh! everybody was staring. i just pulled my shoe hard AND thank GOD! i m off the hook, i tot i m gonna get squeezed, well lucky me.
ouh ya i saw two pigeons kissing intimately... hahaha so cute.


My dad was being noisy, he thinks i cant cope with werk n skol, well i gonna try, i wouldnt knoe till i try, wud i?
Well, hopefully i can prove him wrong. Well nani i m sorry if i cant accompany you to take id photo, i feel so bad. sorie yah.
love you nani.

thats all fer today. ciao....

28 Feb 2007

Everything in life might be complicated at this moment.
Somehow we all always want to make ourselves happy,
We will always want to worry about what happened to us in the past.
Whether u like it or not life has to move on.

At times in life u will feel down, remembering the past
Feeling sorry for yourself,
The bad past you have, the memories that u know you can’t continue having.
The love you had for that someone is not there anymore.
Feeling like u have failed in life.

On other hand, look at yourself,
Tell yourself what had brought you here till this very day.
Without realizing, u have moved slowly, day by day,
You’ve been strong moving on even though u cried
Each day feeling the emptiness until one day you will get sick and tired of crying.

There are one thousand and one happy things you can do in life.
There are many more other things to worry about other than relationships.
The world revolves not only around relationships.

What ever shit that happens now, take it as a blessing in disguise.
Believe and have faith, but don’t depend on it w/o putting in effort to make your life a better one.
Remember yesterday is gone, and right now is how u shape your future.

Life is filled with experiences,
If you , feeling sorry for yourself or you feel like it’s the end,
Those thoughts have to end, because you don’t know what you are missing.

I am not saying my life is perfect; I do have my ups and downs.
I will cry.
But I must tell myself I can make it thru my life.
Cause whatever god brings to u, god will guide u thru.