soooooFizah

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

For all the hidden lies
that i've already knew.
are there sumore i dont knoe?

i m still here feeling lost
Afraid to loose wat i have.
If theres sumthing u need from me,
take it and leave
but dont hurt me

Saturday, April 21, 2007

i dont want to b the last
*
i want to be the first and the last
dont u get it?
if i could just change the way my life is now
wouldnt my life be sooo perfect?

but now wen it isnt perfect...
i feel low till the very bottom that
at the point of time i feel its the end.

we always want the truth...
but the fact is
sometimes....
wen the truth is told
we couldnt accept and take it
cause it is too harsh on you.

We tend to stick to wat eva we
have and afraid to move on.
just like the one typing this.
afraid to try new things

you tell ur self u can do it
u tell urself there no point turning bak
but the fact is u turn ur back on someone who
was really there for u.
someone who warned u
someone who really care and want to save you.
someone who thinks you r worth it.

wen u turn ur back,
they pick up wer they had left for u
and they gave up on u
coz they have feelings too,
they stand there feeling, theres nothing left to be saved.

and you,
you just feel hopeless, lost and regret.
this time theres no one who tries to find you
or save you

its confusing...
i wont set it right, coz
challenges will always enter to give life a twist
juz go thru it.

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

shocked by unexpected truth
crushed my heart
i was speechless
i was paranoid
i m confuse
what shud b done

all came up making sense
all my curiousity answered
the wrongs was kept for so long
for the past
that i tot i was the only one wrong

i tremble, i cried, i gone hysterical
u love me in disguise

when the whole heart given
a new book was opened
new hope, trust, and hapiness
your speech of truth blew it

"maybe one day you will realise"
to whom who told me this phrase
i thank you
coz todae is the day i realise it

too late?
i m not sure.
whats for sure is
i m speechless and
stupefy.

i was too naive
stupid, emotional
and stubborn
n now curiousity killed me

for all this years
after wat had happened
its now i noe the truth
i m dissapointed

it looks like karma to me
"what comes ard goes ard"

u killed my passion and hope
for our new chapter.