i miss gd old times

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i miss the finest things in life

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thinking about everything

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listening to brown eyes

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i cried

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like a baby

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for all that i've been thru i tot i wud grew stronger.

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not weak like tis

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.tired.

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.lost.

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.complicated.

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not doin a thing.

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can i shake it off?

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can run as fast as i can

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far from wat i hav in hand

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wud it make me feel better

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in time wer no trust is given to me

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wer compromising isnt the key

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to us anymore

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fight

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fight

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fight

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hell yeah im getting insane

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i feel better wen i

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type

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type

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type

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i m not an angel.

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i make mistakes.

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i dont want to loose sumthing precious

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sumthing i wud die having or losing

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.appreciation.

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?m i appreciated?

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.love.

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is ther love wen u shout in anger?

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love= beautiful PLUS pain

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.go back.

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can i go back wen true love strikes

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can u tell me how a perfect love

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goes wrong

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can i come bak to the day wen the

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love was strong

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.sorry.

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i m not perfect

this are the tings i want/ need... brugh...

first n most important is my face anti biotic.. my pimples are goin tremendously crazy over the pass few days... my hormones wen up... does tat mean i m horny? weeeehehehe..... no la it just pops out of no wer on my face... good ness even if the makeup covers the pimple stil brudge up. have to b in shady plc as to avoid the pimple to been seen.

i need a new wallet... i've been using mine for hell i knoe how long.

i need a new watch... all my cheap watches are out.. i m left with my adidas green watch and my 25 hours classy watch...

i actually need my contact lens cleanser.. but i m now sticking to wearing my new specs so.. contacts cleanser can wait.

i need my make up cleanser... soon finishing.

my make up is also finishing, shud i try the new maybelline lightweight foundation which is cheaper but i dont knoe if it suits me... or shud i just stay with MAC... soon i will b choosing.

i need a face illuminator to make my face look more radiant!

i need face lift!!! i got double chin ok...theres this product by bio essense. face lifting

helps to speed up skin metabolism, whiten and reduce acne! i need that!

next... eye bags... i need a product tat can reduce my eye bag... i havent found tat yet.

i already have a concealerfrom body shop but i saw another concealer which makes me want it... concealer from Skinfood. banana concealer stick $21.

i saw a product "pink magic" it gives u the natural pink look for your cheeks lips and nipples.. but it cost u $81... gd things is u dont need lipstick and blusher.. cool huh.

i need a mascara... its running out soon.

hey i m now a pro using liquid eye liner... bye2 pencil liner..

i need running shoes... i've been using my dad's.

i m jogging everyday ... hey dont laugh i m serious.

ouh i saw this new crocs sandals $52.45... nice...

i need to polish my silver necklace.. and buy a new one.. i broke mine but tat can wait.

i need a baby doll shoe to match all of my new dresses i've bought.

i want to learn how to make cupcakes.

i read up a magazine, found a new eating plc.. 'CUMI BALI indonesian restaurant'

theres cheap treats.. its ornatelydecorated interior is a tad fussy but that's not goin to stop us from checking out one of the best-kept secrets in the cbd area. its been there for the past 3 yrs... i got to find it out like NOW!

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